Sunday, August 30, 2009

Fall out of Summer

Today was hot! Haha. But I had fun, went swimming for a good three hours and I got a little darker that's for sure. But its all good being pale is so weird and creepy. Why would I want to be yellow? Haha. I have a nice tan with a glow, some spots are still red almost got burnt out there. Lol! I wish I had 500 days of summer and wish summer wasn't over so soon. But maybe summer might be a little longer for me since I don't have school this fall. Also the weather is scorching hot, making summer feel like its forever. I can't believe its already going to be September. This year has really gone by faster than I expected, day after day week after week month after month. Its almost my birthday! Yay! I get into Disneyland for free! Holla! Hahaha. Hopefully I get this job and I get to leave abercrombie. They've put me through too much these three years I've worked for them. Urbanoutfitters, I think is the perfect fit for me. I just love the styles and apparel. Crossing my fingers for me getting this job. And its a new store in San Diego! Excited! I wish they would call me real soon! Anyways.. Just remember to take each day by day and so on.. Summer may be over for you guys but not for me! I still have activities that need to happen and will!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Its soo hot this week in San Diego! Oh em gee! So my birthday is next month yay! Good news! I get into Disneyland for free! So yeah if you're going 9/26/2009 get at me! Haha. Idk.. Right now I just been tired lately and cranky because of the heat. Sleep, work, hanging out, my usual activities keep me busy but not busy enough. I'm still waiting for 'the day' -what is it? I don't know, lol. But I have a feeling that 'the day' will be coming up very soon for me. Let's hope so. And I hope its fun, exciting and memorable. Ugh.. Its still hot right now and I'm just going to shower.. Laters.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

dreams.. dreams are often forgotten. but, do you believe we dream in our sleep for a reason? do our dreams have a purpose or message and do dreams make you live in a certain way after you had the dream? i had a dream last night i actually remembered. anyway.. i'm just thinking a lot about it.. trying to interpret my dream. did it mean i am happy with how life is now and the actions that take place day to day? or was i sad, looking out into the rest of the world and suffering because i can't join their fun? i have no idea. this dream will be on my mind for days. but in my dream i felt like i was stuck. --stuck in a place to me that is boring, typical, and bland. a feeling of wanting to join their fun but not being able to. its frustrating.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Today feels weird...

Friday, August 7, 2009

TGIF?

so its friday, the day i took maria to the airport.. idk i was sad but didnt cry. i thought i was going to end up in tears but i was being strong. lol. maria started to cry and we were like why the hell are you crying? you're the one that's leaving us! hahaha. anyways she just called me and said her flight was on time and actually landed 15 minutes earlier. im glad she made it in one piece. but anyways here's how my day started off. i went to Maria's house and just made sure she had everything and was ready. i swear what would she do with out me? nothing! LOL!.. we headed to the airport and got there at 10. then she was off into her plane. i headed home and just layed down and i guess took a nap. haha. but i was dreaming and it was a good dream. maria was in my dream and she was happy, so maybe that means something. who knows.. but that was the best fucking nap i ever took. no work on this friday night, yay! time to partay! haha. catch ya later blog!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

august ups & downs.

gosh its already august and next thing you know my birthday in September! yay! but today is Sam's birthday, best wishes bro! but yeah, I'm excited and dont really know why. haha, maybe because the end of this week is payday! holla! I'm just researching more info on this company and the lifestyle trend they set. its one of my favorite companies and i shop there a lot. but it wouldn't hurt to know more about them, since i have an interview with them this month. wish me luck! not that i need it. haha only kidding. i have worked in retail for three years now! i should just settle for being a manager. lol. sike! only if the pay is good and the effort is worth it. but yet again, its a learning experience. life is a learning experience. that said i was browsing the web and i guess they ask questions such as "what current cd albums do you have" and the standard questions I'm sure. haha. oh man i cant wait until the interview and to receive their call. i also hear that their employee discount is great. only another reason to work for a place of the things you like.
on the other hand I'm still sad! my best friend is leaving me Friday! that's a few days from now and i still havent got to see her. i need to hang out with her before she leaves... really sad. i spoke with her on the phone and i just started to cry! she's truly my BFF! and she knows it. we have gone through a lot and have a lot of trust. and trust is a big issue i have and letting people get to know me. its just hard to see someone you care for a lot leave. although she says she will return to visit in December, I'm used to seeing her often. i know when i take her to that airport Friday morning I'm going to be crying.
omg i need to sleep! i hate being such an insomniac. got a feeling that today will be productive and positive.. -peace!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

another night..

Friday night was awesome! Alina and Nina both went with me to Los Angeles and met up with the friends. Rage was fun and chill. and everyone was drunk! haha. party animals. i finally got to see john or JP again after a whole year. it was nice to see a friend from the bay. and met the Bonitas, like Chico and Luis. i hope they send me those pictures, haha. after the club we headed to Maht's place and chilled/mellowed out. while some others just kept it going. haha. i had fun! we didn't get home until 5:30 in the morning. man was i motivated. like seeing Maht's condo and how he has it going on, living it up as i would say. i wish i was ball'n. haha naw but one day soon hopefully. just gave me more motivation and knowing what 22 could be like. lol. my own place, brand new car, great friends that love you and aren't using you. that's almost like self actualization to me. haha. one day! one day! and life would be care free and definitely have financial freedom. dam this world and how its based on credit. haha. i guess its only fair but dam they need to cut some slack and give second chances with credit. anyways. just wanted to say i had a bomb ass Friday and seeing that a friend is doing good just gives you hope and motivation and that one day you will be just as happy. or i mean just as ball'n outta control. not that im not happy. haha. kk. ending on a good note! peace!