Moody

Fuck I hate it when times get hard to live! and thats starting to happen!! It was all good and mellow until something happened.. ERRR!! How I feel right now is like "FUCK MY LIFE" hate it right now. So much shit is happening and school is fucken lame. I don't know what to even say right now, I can only think of the bad which mean something is really wrong because I am a very optimistic person.. I'm on a roller coaster downhill and need to find solutions to help me get back up.. Everything happens for a reason is what I'm told.. My mom says, "We came to America with nothing, no money, some clothes, and family. And look how far we got." Thanks mom for trying to make me feel less like an asshole. I guess, well fuck that shit thats happening now and I hope things turn around.

Seattle

so I'm thinking of moving to a new city. after visiting Seattle, WA & seeing my family just made me miss them after I left back home. just a new and different setting to be in. I'm deciding and I have nothing to lose and a lot to gain. San Diego is just drama sometimes and not necessary.. so yeah wait for this semester of school to be over and I have a decision to make.